Cant sleep! Cant sleep ! T.T

This few days had not been sleeping quite well..
hais..especailly yesterday night...
Dun know wad happen to me...
Keep screaming and scolding vurgal words in the midnight while
hubby sleep like a pig...
Wads wrong with me? why am i so unhappy?
Feel like going to burst into tears...Ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like so stress like that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Didn't want my hubby know , cos i dun want him stress too..
So i had to write in here....
I know hubby had give in so many times to me...
even the date of ROM...and the dress...
But somehow........BUT Somehow....is.........
the place !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wads wrong with my house?????
My house got ghost mehs?????????
Why e buffet cannot put at there????????????
maybe i am stress and cant sleep becos of this?
Isn't it stupid?
Lols ! (Laugh) Stupid right? why keep thinking sia...
Just listen to his mum lorhs...
wads wrong? Nothing wrong mahs?
Right?
is just only a place only......
But i couldent keep thiniking...Once i think i feel like....
FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF !!!!!!!!!!!!
And i am damm sure i wanna put it at my hs....But..
dun want hubby to worry so much...cos i know he also stress....
but deep inside there's this awful pain im feeling....
guess i gotta be strong...
though in time things will heal in my heartbut right now im just falling apart...
i just dun wanna regret...
So i was thinking making at csdans chalets! Wahahhaha!!!!
Hope hubby would agree..

I love him <3

At last i had chose my Dress lerhs..

When i was wearing the dress..

My mind was thinking...

Am i dreaming or wad?

will i regret...?

my mind was blank at that time , feel like crying?

The Day has come..

It was my Big day!

Being Mrs THAW.......

i hope everyone will give me lots of blessing..=D

Though , i love my husband alots now..

but somehow i wil never forget *HIM* who left me in the past..

cos *u* are the one who left me in pain and unforgettable moments..

somehow i will never forget you as my fren..

But for now , u had a lovely wifey of yrs..and wish *u* and her will last long..

Thanks for leaving me....

If not...this day wont come...and i had not been meeting my This husband..

Now its the time...to be Mr thaw hezhong lovely wife...

and i promise to him..i will not leave him alone..

will sarcrisfise all my love to him...

Cos you are my best Husband i had !

Hee~

The day Has Come

Long at last , 3 months left to go~

Been waiting for this day.
On May 2009 , i am Officially MRS THAW =D
Being busy this few months ,

This coming Thurs , 19Feb : First time fit ROM dress
Feeling abit nervous for it .

During March : Looking for the ROM Decoration

and so on~ till the day i say i `DO`



Baby~ its been awhile that we been together thru Sunshine and Rains ,
i wanna hold you on forever till i die.
You are my heart , yr my man.
i love you and i always will...
Nothing will torn us apart becos we love each other deeply.
Looking towards the day , when we both say i DO ,


Loving you from the bottom of my heart <3